4:42 PM
first day of being home alone . kinda not used to it . have been cryin for a long time . off and on . cryin non stop can . haish . i feel i'm so losy lar . i cant survive without my mum . haish . i'm even startin to tear juz when i type all this stuffs lar . how dumb rite . haha . yea .

but wadeva . i noe my lord will always be there for mii in times like this . and that hope my tml's mt paper would turn out gd . ((: . haha . hope i wont think too much den end up cryin my whole paper away . haha . think it's super dumb lar can . haha .

yeayea . gonna call my dearest mummy now and tok to her for a LONG time . anyway . she said i could call her . ((: . coz she understand that it's mii being home alone and not anyone else . haha . yup yup . tata ppl . ((:

i love my dearest mummy <3

Sunday, May 28, 2006

__i have the courage to love you no more__




i love that special YOU ,
and it will never change .
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but it's just that i think ,
i have the courage to love you no more .
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<3